cleaning up my closet.


in the blank spaces of time.
what fills your mind?
that, is what, or who, you are devoted to.


disillusionment.
happens to the best of us.


a change is coming.


what i was when i was back then.
photos have their way.


i woke up, disoriented.
twice.
what just happened, lost my bearings.
in a familiar place, yet fraught with alien emotions.
confusing, no, more terrifying.
then i realized, He was no longer near.
for what light mixes with darkness?
and holiness with sin?
i confess and repent.


we sailed on together
we drifted apart
and here you are by my side.

perfection at 2:40 PM